Tearto Simplety Astri Arsha

Tearto my dearest..

I am the one who should apologise. Forgive me for all I've done... Too late I know. But my life is always happy for you were there. I know I've been a bitch. I know I've been a pain. Just this one I ask from you, one which I have never done.

Tengku Nasrullah, Anak kepada Baginda Tengku Mahmood, Cucu kepada Sultan Pahang, Maaf ku pinta dari mu wahai sahabat karibku. Cintaku ini tidak dibelah bagi. Hanya saat kini ku pinta darimu wahai Tengku, wahai sahabatku. Maaf'i la patik Tengku. Sebagai sahabatmu, sebagai orangmu.

Aku sedar ia terlambat, aku juga sedar yang kamu telah hilang dari peluk ku. Tetapi, cara kita ini salah. Janganlah kamu menghilangkan diri.

I'm really sorry my friend, that I have hurt you. My heart aches no lesser than yours. All I wish for is that you forgive me. Even if I have to cut myself open to present you my heart, to show you my sincerity, I will do so. You know my character well. I love you very much and you know that very much. Even though you knew I was in love, yet you stood by me.

I know I'm being selfish but, I ask from you to stand by me one last time. If you could do that endless time previously, why not now? When I need you the most. I really need you right now. I don't like it when you are around her. I don't like it when you ignore me. But what I don't the most is YOU GIVING ME THE COLD SHOULDER AND THE COLD GLARE!! It is... a feeling not able to be explained by words.

But don't get me wrong. I know, that you know, that I have someone I love. Nothing will change unless he rejects me fowardly. You know too well that I recover very slowly from my heart break. And you witnessed me once like a vegetable. All I ask for you is to be with me. I know I'm not considering your feelings, but I want you near ME not her.... I'm sorry. Even if you decide to stay the way you are now, I'm sorry. That's all I wanted to say. Be happy always Nas =D